story of my life...
the colorful life of a consistently broken 21 year-old journalism student from Manila. watch me live and die everyday of my life... :)
the colorful life of a consistently broken 21 year-old journalism student from Manila. watch me live and die everyday of my life... :)
i know there will not be a sweet goodnight
for i know i wont have you by my side.
tears are surely gonna fall
cause i wont be beside you at all..
i wont be there when it gets cold,
you wont have anyone to hold..
and when nightmares make you cry
i wont be there to dry your tears good bye..
i will cry my heart out dry
for i wont hear your lullaby..
in the fear of what the morning brings;
your doubt to fly on broken wings..
but tomorrow dear is a brand new day;
for now we’ll both sit and pray..
entrust to God all our fears and pains,
for He will free us from this wicked chains..
goodnight my love, my darling dear…
no matter what happens, i am always here…
i love you!
what are you made of?
ask one from another,
you would fall and stumble
as I get tall.
the other answered the master:
“I may stand small
but look at you
you air-pumped piece of soul,
you may get blown away
(CAUSE YOU’RE FULL OF AIR!)
but on ground I STAND yet SMALL!”
i was too dumb to post things about him and me in here.. still..
this was the only place i know he would not see my misery…
this will be the place where i keep all my frustrations each time he hurts me and make me cry..
each time we fought and yet i would apologize..
each time he would take me for granted when i’ve been there every step of the way…
please help me…
at times i hate living my own life..
but each time i realize how lucky i am to still be living..
waking up every morning…
still be breathing…
i thank God…
that i’m still here…
to walk the face of earth..
to smile..
to laugh..
to learn..
and to love…
life is really a miracle although it has hardships and sorrow…
ride the tides dude..
keep holding on… :)
i hate it when ugly girls go swarming around my boyfriend!!!
its not that i am beautiful gorgeous or something out from heaven but..
oh please not her..
hahaha…
call me mean but i cant take it!!!
i am stupidly jealous…
yes…
i admit…
but i don’t have much choices …
all there is left for me to do is to trust him…
i dont wanna go to sleep yet
cuz the next day i will miss him…
i dont wanna lay down
cuz i know he’s not by my side…
but i know he misses me too
and dream of me as i do…
and after tomorrow well be together
forever…